Tomorrow I leave for NYC. There are so many emotions that I am facing such as excitement, confusion, nervousness. I have absolutlely no idea of what is yet to come but I kind of like it that way. I like the idea that there is no possible way of knowing what is going to happen so there is no way to anticipate. I just have to let things happen when and if they do. I also like the idea that no matter how much history you have with certain people or a town you can just pick up and start over and that's exactly what I'm doing in Italy. No one there has any idea of who I am or what I'm like and it's refreshing knowing I can become whoever I want to be there. I need to trust it, just trust what happens and realize that I am exactly where I need to be. I need to do whatever I feel is right and trust that it is right. Try new things, don't worry the consequences (I don't mean doing drugs Mom) and act without hesitation. Now is the time to try new things, do something out of your confort zone because this is the one chance we have. And tomorrow is just the beginning...
Did I just sound cheesy? Woops
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